Sunday, February 7, 2010

Thoughts on Elder Scott's Talk

I am going to write a few thoughts that I had while reading through Elder Scott's talk.

1. I frequently wonder if something I feel is the Spirit or just me talking in my head. Because I am unsure I have a hard time following what I feel.

Elder Scott says that, "[My] confidence in the direction [I] receive from the Holy Ghost will become stronger...as [I] consistently strive to recognize and follow feelings prompted by the Spirit."

This is true. I have heard similar thoughts expressed by others and have always believed their words. Only recently have I truly applied this principle though and have gained a first hand testimony of it. Learning to recognize and follow the Spirit takes a great deal of trust, humility and courage. It also takes a long time. Elder Scott said, "I am convinced that there is no simple formula or technique that would immediately allow you to master the ability to be guided by the voice of the Spirit." Those words were encouraging. My slow progress is not unusual, in fact, it is expected.

Here is my firsthand experience. Read it if you want to but if you don't have the time, I am not offended when you don't...and I'll never know. Here you go:
You all know that I have recently graduated and am trying to figure out what to do next in my life. I have consistently prayed and gone to the temple about my future. I have searched out many options and I feel the Spirit guiding me as I do so. More often than not I feel at peace even when there is nothing certain before me. This is very strange for me. Remember when I prayed about a major, going on a mission, Andy? I made myself ill over those decisions. I did not feel peace and could not feel the Spirits direction. Why the difference? I attribute it to my testimony in Heavenly Father's love for me and my willingness to listen and trust Him consistently.
I am learning more and more of God's love for me. He truly wants me to be happy. This is important to remember when it comes time to be humble and trust Him. He has told me to walk down certain paths and I remind Him that if I do then I can't do that or that. You see, I keep trying to weasel all my dreams into my immediate future. This is not possible. I decided to let Heavenly Father decided what I am to do next. Once I let go of my dream, my schedule, my choice, my life, peace came. I can now feel the Spirit guide and have the courage to follow Him because I do not have my own agenda.
Since graduating I have been more consistent in listening and following the promptings of the Spirit both when I ask for direction and not. I believe this is why I am recognizing the Spirit more often and have felt at peace more consistently than I ever have in my life.

Love you guys-

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